Hello,
I’m sending you my feedback on the effect the program for improving partnership had on me. I don’t have any tangible or concrete evidence or results that I could share with you. Nevertheless, I see changes within myself and in my behavior, which is why I signed up for the next program. Last autumn, I attended the AEQ program for increasing emotional maturity, which left a strong impression on me and brought an awareness that I must continue with the AEQ method if I want to understand myself better and improve my life. Unfortunately, I stopped doing the exercises shortly after the program ended, as I experienced strong resistance to the practice. Gradually, I even lost the awareness of their effect on me and how important they truly are. Because I fear this might happen again, I decided to join the next program right away. It’s much easier when someone else is guiding the practice. Besides that, it’s also important to me how I affect other Beings.
I decided to take the program for improving partnership because, at the age of 27, I have never had a partner and I always run away from men in general. Although I secretly wish for a relationship, I’m so afraid of it that I do nothing—or everything possible—to make sure it doesn’t happen. In addition, I find it difficult to maintain or even have any kind of relationship with people. I feel safest when I’m alone.
Regarding the effects: I feel calmer inside, I trust myself more, and I feel like a mother to myself. I’ve improved my responsibility toward myself. I act more responsibly in carrying out daily tasks, I procrastinate less, I act with more calmness, I recognize impulsive behaviors and can calm them (often, though not yet completely). Every day I think about the word “caliper,” about the strength of the thin membrane, about the abilities I have as a woman. These qualities are becoming more and more precious to me, and I believe how important they are for others too, if I take care of them. In recent years, I had become deeply disconnected from my body, but lately I feel more at ease when I behave in a more feminine way. I feel much more love within myself, more tenderness, softness—and I really like that. I’ve started to long more for a partner, for a man. I understand the role of a man better and the kind of man I wish to have by my side. I better understand the roles of both sexes.
I feel safer, more self-trusting, self-confident. More adult. Calm.
Thank you very much for your effort, knowledge, and support. Thank you for taking the time for all of us. I personally see great changes and I am very grateful to you.
Kind regards,
Participant